It’s a constant juggle
Participants say they prioritise essentials like transport, food, health care and electricity:
“The car thing is a priority. Bills, food. After that, the health thing is in a category all of its own. But it is very, very, very tight – how we live day-to-day”. (Sandra)
It’s hard work
People talk about the effort and emotional energy of engaging with Centrelink and employment services.
“It’s all the same – cookie-cutter stuff. Let’s just say, to cut a long story short, it doesn’t really cater to people my age or issues”. (Troy)
It means going without
People go without important items, services, or experiences in order to make ends meet. This includes rationing or missing out on medicine, dental care, heating, groceries, as well as hobbies and social activities.
“I have always gone without things. I don’t buy anything for myself. I don’t buy clothes, and like I say, I don’t go out. I couldn’t afford to go out if I wanted to. So, if I am not at home, I am at work”. (Rachael)
“[The specialist] was like, ‘I want to do a couple of these tests, but they are quite expensive, so I want to refer you back into the public system…’ […] And the public clinic had a two-year wait for a category two appointment, which is meant to be within two weeks. So, it’s like, well, do I pay thousands of dollars or do I wait two years? How is that a choice?” (Jordan)
How do people feel?
tired and stressed
“…the feeling of being financially stressed every single day is not pleasant at all”. (Rachael)
“It’s just exhausting and grinding…It just compounds week by week. You think, well ‘What am I going to do this week? What am I going to sacrifice? What can’t I do?” (Troy)
guilty
“It’s just this really interesting feeling of feeling like I’m a scumbag and I’m sponging off society, when I know that I’m not. I know full well that I’m not capable of doing what I want to do. And I didn’t want to be in this place”. (Lisa)
lonely
“A lot of people I used to associate with I don’t really know, because you know, life’s changed. I can’t do it now. It’s impossible” (Troy)
discriminated against
“It is to do with the trauma of actually trying to get money to live on. It is just so hard. It is so hard. You have to humiliate yourself….It is horrendous”. (Helena)
“They don’t see what happens behind the scenes – that’s the problem. To them, you are just a dole bludger or banging on or whatever. But they don’t see what happens behind the scenes. A lot of them don’t really have any idea”. (Troy)
angry and incredulous
“I think, how in the hell is someone who can barely use a computer, or who can’t read, or has mental health issues, or all the myriad of things that people have that put them in contact with these people…How the hell do they navigate it? They don’t – they can’t”. (Helena)
unsure about the future
“…I am not far from living under a bridge. I mean, that’s the truth of the fact, you know? Because there is nowhere cheaper to buy than what I am already in. Okay?” (Rachael)
“I have more of a concern about the future than I have about now. Particularly if I stay sick. I am not quite sure how that’s going to work”. (Helena)
accepting and hopeful
“Just trust that things will work out. Just deal with what’s in front of you”. (Cathy)
confident
“Rather than thinking of money, I like looking for a creative solution. And I think that flows into not spending so much….Well, it empowers you – it feels like you are in control of your life, even if only a small segment of it. Rather than being controlled by the fact you live on $15,000 a year”. (Sandra)
grateful
“…things can and will change because we’re trying to make them change, so that’s something. But in the meantime, I do feel very happy and grateful”. (Erin)